fine.

madeline, me.

we are fine.

just going through

a very painful,

self imposed

separation from

the internet

during the past

few days.

(been working on a project).

we will carry

on with the story,

very, very soon.

happy 5 month birthday

to madeline yesterday.

fuck the 25th.

198 Comments

  1. Cori from Texas
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 3:55 pm | Permalink

    Good to see an update! Many people think of you often!

  2. Kelly in Redding
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:01 pm | Permalink

    Thanks for the short update–I was getting worried. I check in daily, lurk often, and think that you are awesome!

  3. Kimberly M. in MS
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:05 pm | Permalink

    hey Matt, you and Madeline are in my heart always. Sending lots of love your way!

  4. sara in temple city
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:06 pm | Permalink

    so, so glad you’re ok. we were all starting to worry!

  5. Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:08 pm | Permalink

    Happy 5mo birthday, Madeline!

  6. Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:11 pm | Permalink

    Madeline is looking bigger than ever in this picture! She looks just like her mommy with those beautiful blue eyes! She’s quite the looker! Can you believe our babies are already 5 months old?!

  7. Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:13 pm | Permalink

    thanks for the update, i was wondering what was happening. madeline looks more beautiful everyday.

  8. Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:14 pm | Permalink

    Breaking up with the internets is really really hard. Glad y’all are on one piece.

  9. Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:14 pm | Permalink

    cuter than ever. Just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you three today..

    xx

  10. Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:15 pm | Permalink

    Also, look at how strong that pretty girl is!

  11. CeCe in the NYC
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:17 pm | Permalink

    OMG i was so excited about the new post. I was thinking about you a lot and checking for updates (total loser). Maddie looks kinda bad ass in that pic.

  12. Sarah
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:17 pm | Permalink

    thanks for the update – i was getting worried! love the picture, madeline is getting so big!

  13. Viviana
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:18 pm | Permalink

    Madeline is getting prettier and prettier by the day. She’s just amazing. Sending happy thoughts towards you guys. Matt, keep on rocking. You’re just… wow.

  14. Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:18 pm | Permalink

    madeline reminds me so much of my baby. she’s almost 7 months and we check out your blog everyday and she “talks” to madeline whenever she sees her picture. that video you posted of madeline recently? i had to play it for her about four times while trying to explain to her that no, madeline can’t hear you.
    thanks for sharing your life with us.

  15. Julie
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:18 pm | Permalink

    Happy 5-month anniversary to little M. yesterday, and fuck the 25th squared. There are many who lurk and sympathize, although I can’t imagine anyone who can truly empathize. Thinking of you both.

  16. Mo Mo
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:19 pm | Permalink

    Look at that big girl!

  17. Amanda_from_MA
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:20 pm | Permalink

    Happy 5 months!

  18. Glenda in San Diego
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:22 pm | Permalink

    HI Matt and Maddy,

    So glad to see that you’re both fine! Thanks for the update!I love the way Maddy’s hair is growing in. She’s so big! take care and can’t wait for the updates!

  19. Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:23 pm | Permalink

    hi matt,
    i’d been away from your site for a few weeks and took the last couple of evenings, after i get both boys in bed, to catch up. madeline is getting so big, and even more beautiful as each day passes. happy 5th month! wow! i agree with viviana… you’re both just… WOW!

  20. Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:23 pm | Permalink

    madeline is b e a u tiful!

  21. Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:26 pm | Permalink

    Ahh, that face! She’s too cute!

  22. Magda in NW Indiana
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:26 pm | Permalink

    Madeline is so cute!!! I have a baby girl that just turned 6 months and she looks just like Maddy – even sleeps the same way with her hands behind her head :) I showed my husband pictures and he was amazed at the resemblance!

    I came across your website from a blog, of a blog, of a blog x3, I think. I think you are absolutely amazing and Madeline is so lucky to have you – and vice versa. Love your writing and photos. So sorry you are going what you are…You both are in my prayers and you’ll get through this together. If you are ever in the Chicago area, post up I’d love to meet you both!!!

  23. Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:27 pm | Permalink

    lots & lots of positive thoughts coming your way, matt.
    madeline’s way, too. :)
    *

  24. Kris
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:29 pm | Permalink

    look at that big, beautiful girl!

    I miss you.

    Take care!

  25. Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:29 pm | Permalink

    Maddy is so big Matt!
    She is adorable and way cuter than those babies of Brad and Angelina…she could do some modeling on the side!
    People keep telling me that better days are ahead and I’m not sure if I believe them all the time, but the words are encouraging so I’m sharing them with you.
    Enjoy that awesome baby of yours!

  26. Diehnee
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:31 pm | Permalink

    Looking more and more like Mommy every day. Glad you are both ok. Just take it one day at a time…

  27. Sara in the MN
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:39 pm | Permalink

    Dang it, I was hoping that you weren’t posting cuz you were eating chocolate covered bacon. Oh well… ;)

  28. Cathy in Nebraska
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:40 pm | Permalink

    She is the cutest thing I have ever seen. And she gets so more and more each day. thinking of you both. Fucking 25th.

  29. Kat in the ATL
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:43 pm | Permalink

    Whooo. That’s good. We were getting worried. I used the Royal “we” there.

    I think Madeline is now officially looking like a normal baby and no longer like a premie. She’s so damn cute!

    Is it me, or does she have the “Whatchu talkin bout, Willis?” look in that pic??

  30. Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:43 pm | Permalink

    Glad to see Maddy “on her feet”! So sweet.

    Take all the time you need. We’ll all be here for you when you get back

    :)

  31. Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:44 pm | Permalink

    Glad you are both okay, we have missed you. Maddy looks so big in that photo.

    Take care.

  32. rachel in the stpaul
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:44 pm | Permalink

    Happy Five Month B-day to Maddy! I’m glad to hear you’re okay. Like all the other posters, you’re in my thoughts daily.

  33. Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:45 pm | Permalink

    Maddie is SO adorable and getting SO big! Good Luck with your project…thinking of you often.

  34. jenny
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:49 pm | Permalink

    matt! madeline is just GORGEOUS!!! look at that precious onesie and her little belly sticking out. she is a doll!

  35. Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:50 pm | Permalink

    i am one to check here at least once a day, sometimes twice. glad to know you and madeline are okay.
    happy five months to madeline!

  36. Posted 8/25/2008 at 4:57 pm | Permalink

    I was thinking you and Madeline went for a run and pulled a little Forrest Gump action. :-)

  37. Lynda
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:00 pm | Permalink

    Happy Birthday Maddy!!! :)

    Matt – she’s do darn cute – you really are a lucky daddy.

  38. Erin M in MN
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:01 pm | Permalink

    Was worried about you. Happy 5 month bday Madeline and always fuck the 25th. Having a beer and corn dog for you all at the MN Fair, wishing it mattered.

  39. Becky P.
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:02 pm | Permalink

    Holy Crap! I looked at that picture and thought, I wonder who Matt is visiting, I don’t recognize that baby. Madeline is getting so big and more beautiful everyday! So glad all is well, although I assumed such was the case since you continued to approve comments!

  40. Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:05 pm | Permalink

    Happy 5 months. Fuck the 25th.

  41. Dogs and Babies
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:10 pm | Permalink

    Separation from the internet–that is self-imposed pain!!!
    Can’t believe she is 5 months!! She has already lived such an adventurous life at 5 months, a world traveler!
    You and Miss Madeline are in my thoughts and prayers even when you go days without a post :)
    Hope your project is going well!

  42. holly
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:11 pm | Permalink

    Madeline is adorable! She is getting so big. Happy 5 months!!!!!!!

  43. sarah s.
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:13 pm | Permalink

    so happy to see y’alls faces–5 months really works well on little madeline. so sorry that this process is such a painful, difficult one. after my father died i read something about how loving people and dealing with the fact that our lives end–and not all at the same time is really what makes our lives so fascinating and painful all at the same time. i am sure liz must have known how much you loved her in life, but the testament to your love in her death (i think) is what makes us all so compelled to check in on you every day. i think we are all hoping to keep you standing as you go through this awful experience with our on-line stranger/friend support. one day at a time is all you can do.

  44. Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:20 pm | Permalink

    Happy 5 month Bday Madeline!! You’re getting to be such a big girl!!

  45. Rachel in PA
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:21 pm | Permalink

    Hi Matt,
    As everyone i checked frequently today to see how you were doing and was worried, but then thought that maybe you were just sick of writing for a bit. which i think we call all understand. I’m sorry your having a rough time. We are all thinking of you and Maddy, big hugs. Happy 5 months Maddy – you are so beautiful in each and every picture. Take care!!!

  46. Tracy H in the VA
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:24 pm | Permalink

    Love that expression on her face! Happy 5 months to Maddy!! Hang in there dude. Fuck the 25th.

  47. Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:25 pm | Permalink

    what a beauty! she is so stinkin cute! but you know that. blessing from atlanta.

  48. BethBonoan
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:25 pm | Permalink

    Matt,
    She is getting so big! Happy 5 months! It’s amazing how the time flies :) Don’t blink or you might miss something… Thinking of you today… as always. Don’t worry about us out here in cyberland. I’m sure there is something that we can entertain ourselves with in your absence. *hugs*

  49. Brittany
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:25 pm | Permalink

    Good to see an update! Happy 5 months to Maddy – she is getting cuter with each passing day.

  50. Yosra
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:26 pm | Permalink

    Asalamalaykom,

    It’s good to get away and it’s kind of you to let us know how you are.

    Miss Madeline is miraculously looking like a pouty pre-teen already.

    Since she is getting bigger, and will soon be learning her first words, your monthly phrase could become,”twuck the fentyfifth.”

    My teen son says is it the worst lame-o move in the world to not just swear when you want to swear (and yes I caught him swearing up a storm on his Facebook).

    What about other languages? Maybe we could all put our multi-lingual heads…or tongues together (now that just sounded bad) and discover all the different ways to say it.

    Going to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fuck is as good a start as any.

    I think you really have to learn how to say it in the Indian language of Kanada

    http://www.omniglot.com/writing/kannada.htm

    For all you know, your robot has been saying, “F— the 25th” for months now.

  51. Ashley Camden
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:28 pm | Permalink

    I will not agree with fuck the 25th of this month because it’s my first wedding anniversary… I’m surprised we made it this far actually lol.
    Both of you are looking pretty good sir.

  52. lindsey - cape cod
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:32 pm | Permalink

    This is the most adorable picture of Madeline to date. She is getting so big! Unbelieveable. I think you are entitled to a break from your cyber stalkers. Happy 5 month bday Maddy!

  53. Melissa from NJ
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:40 pm | Permalink

    And Ashley Camden wins the insensitive post of the week award! In fact I am surprised she made it this far too without being able to think before she speaks!

    Get back when you can Matt, we are all rooting for you! (big hugs) Fuck the 25th!

  54. April from the MN
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:42 pm | Permalink

    Take all of the time you need. Thank you again for letting us in on your life!

  55. Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:45 pm | Permalink

    Madeline looks so great!!
    @Yosra – hilarious! I like your theory about the robot.

  56. Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:46 pm | Permalink

    She’s beautiful. Happy 5th.

  57. Sarah M. from NH
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:53 pm | Permalink

    Glad to hear all is relatively well. I’ve been stalking the site for updates. I need a life. I guess on the bright side, I’ve been to busy at work that I haven’t had the chance to stalk you too much. I agree, fuck the 25th. Take as much time away as you need (not that you need permission). We will all live without our daily fix. :)

    P.S. Maddy is adorable was usual!

  58. Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:54 pm | Permalink

    i hope the project is going well and worth the forced separation!

    http://verityrae.blogspot.com/

  59. Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:56 pm | Permalink

    Happy 5 month birthday cutie!

  60. Sarah G
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:56 pm | Permalink

    Matt, your little angel is growing up so fast. She is so beautiful and I hope you see Liz in her everyday and fall in love more and more with the woman who is watching over you. She gave you the greatest gift ever, although I am sure her presence here would only make this the perfect little life for you. I can only hope you and Madeline continue to go on and you have more adventures together. The pictures of your trip to Banff are amazing!! Your little travel buddy!! She is so cute!

  61. Posted 8/25/2008 at 5:57 pm | Permalink

    How freakin’ cute is she?? I just want to pinch her little cheeks (gently, of course)!

  62. Rachel from the ND
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 6:00 pm | Permalink

    Isn’t it great how many people are worried about you when they don’t hear from you for a while?(myself included) I don’t think it’s possible for that little girl to keep getting cuter, but everyday she manages to pull it off!!!! Thanks for the update!

  63. Kelly in the MI
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 6:08 pm | Permalink

    Update soon! I cant believe how big M is getting!

  64. Jen
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 6:08 pm | Permalink

    She is just so stinkin’ cute! Hope tomorrow is a better day…

  65. Tara
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 6:17 pm | Permalink

    thabks for the update.was getting worried about ya’ll

  66. Posted 8/25/2008 at 6:18 pm | Permalink

    Do any men read your blog? Just curious.

    I hope your project is giving you some solace. It’s important to be able to distance yourself from the computer every once in a while. (I say hypocritically as I sit typing, eating my cold supper in front of the bright monitor in a darkened room, having put the kids to bed whilst hubby is out in the studio.)

  67. Sherry in the AL
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 6:25 pm | Permalink

    Sorry for all the pain, but am so glad to hear you and Madeline are ok. Absolutely love this photo of you two – it’s incredible how much Madeline looks like Liz. Is that fact like a two-edged sword for you?

    ((((((Hugs))))))

  68. Posted 8/25/2008 at 6:36 pm | Permalink

    Thought you were too busy eating Smarties and Ketchup Chips. All Dressed are delicious too.
    And a good enough reason to stay away from the computer. Miss M is adorable as always. Has she learned to speak Canadian yet?

  69. Debbie From Ohio
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 6:38 pm | Permalink

    Happy 5 months Madeline!

    Take care matt!!!!

    Debbie

  70. Posted 8/25/2008 at 6:38 pm | Permalink

    Glad to hear you and Madeline are fine but so sorry to hear you are going through so much pain.

    Madeline is so cute, she is growing up fast. My daughter is six months already.

    Take it easy and keeping you in my thoughts during this especially hard time.

  71. SueK from the PA
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 6:45 pm | Permalink

    Matt, what a sweet, sweet picture. I can’t believe how big she’s getting. Like someone else said before, just you wait, she will amaze you over the next few months with what she learns!!! So glad you checked in with all of us! Fuck the 25th.

  72. Adina
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 6:52 pm | Permalink

    Umm… when did Madeline grow up? I wanna squeeze her so badly! Glad to see an update. I’ve been missing your posts, even if I am not a regular poster, I read religiously.

  73. leigh in the sav
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 6:57 pm | Permalink

    fuck the 25th. indeed. much strength and peace to you…

  74. Lisa from the MN
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 7:00 pm | Permalink

    Wow, Madeline looks really ‘grown up’ in that picture – if you know what I mean! Standing up w/ your help – wow! She’s too adorable for words!!!! Glad you guys are doing ok! Thinking of you 3 today…

  75. Kimberly in NE
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 7:01 pm | Permalink

    She’s absolutely adorable Matt.

    Pinch her chubby cheeks and give her lots and lots of kisses while you still can! :)

  76. colleen
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 7:02 pm | Permalink

    glad to hear everything is ok…i was getting worried (along with everything else). although you don’t owe us anything so thanks for the update :)
    thinking of you as usual…love the picture!

  77. Chels in the NorCal
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 7:03 pm | Permalink

    Beautiful picture of Miss Madeline! Happy 5 months to her.

    I am sorry it has been rough lately….

  78. KimSfromtheNC
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 7:20 pm | Permalink

    Oh, such a cute expression- adorable pic. Happy 5 months to Madeline. Hugs to both of you…

  79. Maddy
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 7:25 pm | Permalink

    Been checking in and was nice to see sweet Madeline staring back at me. No words to make it better…just well wishes and good thoughts for you both. I wish they really could make it better somehow.
    Madeline
    South Carolina

  80. Posted 8/25/2008 at 7:29 pm | Permalink

    I agree, Fuck the 25th. Love the photo kids. You are both adorable. Hugs :)

  81. Yolanda
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 7:30 pm | Permalink

    I am glad you and Madeline are okay. Madeline is getting so big, you will have a toddler soon…too cute. Take care.

  82. Amanda
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 7:30 pm | Permalink

    Wow, what a great picture. She’s just beautiful! I agree with PP, she looks like her momma. Gorgeous. My 9mos old son, loves looking at her pictures. I think he wants to rob the cradle. =)

  83. Posted 8/25/2008 at 7:34 pm | Permalink

    She’s getting some strong standing muscles there.

  84. Posted 8/25/2008 at 7:37 pm | Permalink

    While no one can get it completely, I get it enough to know that it sucks.

  85. KellyMc
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 7:39 pm | Permalink

    Big girl at 5 mos!! Hope the day was ok for you…

  86. Posted 8/25/2008 at 7:47 pm | Permalink

    Delurking again to say . . . that’s a BIG GIRL picture. You can totally see her next phase coming out. Kiss your “newborn” good-bye because man is she every growing fast.

  87. Larissa
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 7:47 pm | Permalink

    5 months already! Madeline is getting so big. Happy Birthday, beautiful girl!

  88. Posted 8/25/2008 at 8:08 pm | Permalink

    FUCK THE 25TH!

  89. Andrea V
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 8:09 pm | Permalink

    I just want to eat Madeline up! Eat her from head to piggies . . . Oh, that sounds sort of strange and a little invasive. Just so you know, I say it to my kids all the time. There are just some kids that are too damn cute, you just want to eat them!! So glad to hear from you, Matt. We miss you!

  90. em
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 8:09 pm | Permalink

    Fuck the 25th…and looking at that photo, fuck t-shirts, too! Why waste your time with those when you could make a mint selling life-size Maddy Dolls (TM) that look just like that instead…

    (Mattel: 800-524-8697) :-)

  91. Gretchen
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 8:18 pm | Permalink

    While we all sit and wait for your enlightening/humorous/blatantly real posts, I don’t think you need to apologize for anything.

    Happy 5th Month Birthday, Madeline! You’re growing more beautiful everyday. Your mom and dad did a good job. Liz would be proud.

    BTW, my Alexandra was born 6 months ago tomorrow (August 26). Since our girls are so close in age, your situation really hits close to home…the emotions, the milestones, the drool!!

  92. PB and Jazz
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 8:27 pm | Permalink

    Thinking of you today. You deserve a break and time to yourself. Glad you have Madeline to make things a little better in the CA. FYI- the weather in the MN is awesome this week! State fair time- tons and tons of crap on a stick to eat. Don’t you wish you were here for pork chop on a stick? :)

  93. Posted 8/25/2008 at 8:27 pm | Permalink

    Madeline is GORGEOUS. I have read this blog for months loving you guys from afar, from silence—-but that picture….she is getting so BIG and looks exactly like beautiful Liz. It is so special that she has her mommy’s looks. Liz would LOVE that. LOVING y’all from Texas!!!

  94. Joanne in the OC
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 8:32 pm | Permalink

    oh.my.goodness. Madeline looks like a little lady. No more baby for you!

  95. Milenko
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 8:39 pm | Permalink

    she’s so, so, sooooooooooo beautiful!! it’s almost un bearable!! she’s so cute! can’t blame you to love her that much! ;o)

    kisses to you guys.

  96. Nina
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 8:40 pm | Permalink

    Love the idea of a maddy doll! too cute. Glad to hear that nothing (more) horrible has befallen our favorite dad hero and his sidekick maddy. She is looking more and more like Liz every day. Hopefully she will get your height ;) .
    take your time.

  97. Dawn from the OV
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 8:43 pm | Permalink

    Happy 22 week birthday to Madeline. I was looking for an update today, right before I left work, there it was. I was a bit relieved. I can’t imagine how hard today is for you, fuck the 25th. And I’ll be keeping you in my prayers tomorrow, fuck Tuesday!

    Beautiful little girl.

  98. maia in the norcal
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 8:47 pm | Permalink

    Thank you for giving this update. I’ve been worried about you and Maddy.

  99. christa n valencia
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 8:53 pm | Permalink

    @ The MN peeps:

    *whispers* The LA County Fair starts in 10 days, so he’ll have the chance for all the pork on the stick he can handle. :) :)

  100. Anna in Minneapolis
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 9:10 pm | Permalink

    Matt, that baby has got some thighs! (Which is really awesome.) I’m glad to hear you’re okay as I’ve actually been worried ‘cuz it’s been so long. Tonight I went to the Fair and thought of you and Madeline, but mostly of Liz and the pictures you took of her there. I found myself wishing on everything I saw that you could be there with her this year. I’m so sorry you can’t eat food on a stick and make fun of her for being too short to go on rides. You’re in my thoughts and the thoughts of so many…and we’re bringing you, Liz, and Madeline with us to so many places across the country and the world! (Sorry I didn’t take you all on a ride at the Fair tonight…I think I’m too old for rides. But I heard Brandi Carlile sing the most awesome cover of Leonard Cohen’s “Hallelujah”, and that was more wonderful than the highest roller coaster.)

  101. Carolyn
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 9:13 pm | Permalink

    I always thought Madeline looked more like you until today’s photo. She looks just like her mommy there. Keep on keepin’ on.

  102. Posted 8/25/2008 at 9:21 pm | Permalink

    she really is one gorgeous baby, matt! you are doing well!

  103. Bren from the GA
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 9:27 pm | Permalink

    Thinking of you guys. Today, and everyday.

  104. Jamie
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 9:31 pm | Permalink

    Madeline continues to grow more and more gorgeous as she gets bigger Matt, she is so sweet!!! Sent lots of love and prayers your way today. Glad all is well

  105. Karen Pollock
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 9:48 pm | Permalink

    Thinking of you today. Glad to see that you are fine. Madeline’s growing like a weed.

    That’s what old people always say.
    I guess I am one.

  106. mar in the mn
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 10:00 pm | Permalink

    What a sweet baby you have! I want to kiss her sweet little checks whenever I see her picture! Hope the 25th was a bit brighter with her by your side.

  107. Posted 8/25/2008 at 10:43 pm | Permalink

    She is getting more beautiful every day.

  108. Katie in Atwater
    Posted 8/25/2008 at 11:16 pm | Permalink

    Wow — that is the cutest picture! Madeline is looking so old! I never met Liz, but from all your pictures I can sure see how much Madeline looks like both of you. What a perfect mixture she is. Such a beauty.

  109. Posted 8/26/2008 at 12:06 am | Permalink

    I love her little Sinead O’ Connor hairdo! Happy 5 months to Madeline!!!

    @Yosra & Matt-”Fick die fünfundzwanzigster”
    Now does that sound cool or what in German? :O)

  110. Abby in AZ
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 1:30 am | Permalink

    Well I’ve been a stalker for a few weeks now and managed two ready all your posts in about three days. I’m so sorry for your loss but I have to say your daughter is sooo beautiful! I hope the t-shirts are ready soon. I’m really looking forward to them. God bless and know you are always in my prayers.

  111. Posted 8/26/2008 at 2:56 am | Permalink

    wow, she’s getting so big! beautiful as always!

  112. Posted 8/26/2008 at 4:00 am | Permalink

    thanks for the update! love this picture! have a good day!

    hugs from NJ,
    erica and Landon

  113. Kristin in CT
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 4:26 am | Permalink

    What an ADORABLE picture of her!!!!
    She’ll be standing on her own like that before you know it. They grow up soo fast!! :(

  114. JEN
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 4:57 am | Permalink

    I think you need to give Maddy a turn to have her picture taken with the robot. What a doll she is.

  115. Cincy in the Nikki
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 5:30 am | Permalink

    Wow its only a matter of time and that baby will be self propelled!! Happy 5!! You guys are looking great and….

    FUCK YESTERDAY!!

  116. Amanda from PA
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 5:47 am | Permalink

    Omg she looks soo big in that pic!! So cute!! Thanks for the update I’ve been checking everyday!

  117. Posted 8/26/2008 at 5:48 am | Permalink

    So adorable! She looks great. I love her expression. AND the thigh chunk, of COURSE. :)

    Hope everything is going well with the two of you. Can’t wait for more updates.

  118. Dawn in Pittsburgh
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 5:53 am | Permalink

    Take all the time you need. We’ll all be here for you when you come back.
    And I have to say, I think that’s the cutest picture of Madeline yet!
    xoxoxo

  119. Posted 8/26/2008 at 5:57 am | Permalink

    Beautiful picture of Madeline!

  120. Kelly
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 5:57 am | Permalink

    Thanks for the update and Happy Birthday to Madeline! She looks so much like her mommy…and her facial expressions in your photos are priceless.

  121. Sara GC from the FL
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 6:03 am | Permalink

    Happy 5 month Maddie! You get more beautiful every day- those big gorgeous eyes!! I’m glad to hear you both are hanging in there- and are taking a deserved and I’m sure needed break from the blog! :) Take care- and hugs from the Fay-State!

  122. HANNAH INTHE VERMONT
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 6:14 am | Permalink

    HAPPY 5 MONTHS MADELINE!!! I’ve missed reading about you both! I’m glad to see that your both fine! Matt, I can’t believe just how big she is getting. She is just such a little beauty!

    Best wishes–Sending hugs from the VT!
    Hannah in the Vermont

  123. Posted 8/26/2008 at 6:23 am | Permalink

    Thanks for checking in and sharing yet another new picture of The Divine Miss M.

    Yea the 24th. Happy 5 Months Madeline!

    Fuck the 25th.

  124. Whitney in the NJ
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 6:39 am | Permalink

    @ Anna in Minneapolis – ah…Leonard Cohen covers…now you’ve got one of my FAVORITE songs/songwriters in my head: Jeff Buckley’s cover of “Hallelujah”. So beautiful and haunting.

    One day at a time, Matt. That’s all.

    But you know that already.

  125. Posted 8/26/2008 at 6:42 am | Permalink

    Got my Matt and Maddy fix!

    Miss M is beautiful as ever!

  126. Lori in the TX
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 6:48 am | Permalink

    Happy to see both your faces. I was going to say F*** the 25th, but would not be fittin’ for a grandmother.

  127. Debbie in PA
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 6:49 am | Permalink

    Glad to see an update– thinking of you, Matt, Madeline & Liz today, like everyday.

    Happy 5 months, Madeline. <3

  128. Lyn Zurn
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 6:56 am | Permalink

    she is so fucking cute!! I can’t stand it!

  129. Kristen from TX
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 7:06 am | Permalink

    yes… fuck the 25th. Happy 5th to Madeline. She is beautiful, you are doing a wonderful job. Hang in there.

  130. Katy
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 7:13 am | Permalink

    I’m so sorry to hear that you and the Internet are having trouble. I hope you both can agree to joint counseling and resolve your differences.

    While you’re working on it, please remember to reassure the blog. The blog needs to know it is not to blame…that Matt and the Internet still love each other very much, they just have some things they need to work out. Make sure you both get some one-on-one time with the blog.

    I digress. It boggles the mind that Madeline is 5 months old! This is a GREAT stage…more fun every day.

  131. Jessica from NC
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 7:17 am | Permalink

    Glad to see you’re doing ok. Maddy is still freaking adorable. Happy 5th little lady. And yes, fuck the 25th.

  132. Tricia
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 7:20 am | Permalink

    Good to see you again. As always – many hugs, thoughts, and prayers to you. Madeline is just grogeous – so much like her mommy.

  133. alondra
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 7:30 am | Permalink

    aww your daughter is so beautiful and shes getting so big already.

  134. Julie
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 7:31 am | Permalink

    Glad to hear you are okay….been thinking of both of you! Love seeing Miss Madeline!!!

  135. Posted 8/26/2008 at 7:43 am | Permalink

    Look at her standing up! And that fuzzy baby hair – just gorgeous!

  136. Becky
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 7:56 am | Permalink

    Wow Madeline is growing so fast and looks so much like her mommy. You have some great pictures.

  137. Posted 8/26/2008 at 8:06 am | Permalink

    so glad your back!
    I swear that child gets more beautiful each time you show her.

  138. Rian in the TLH
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 8:09 am | Permalink

    Matt-

    Glad to hear everything is okay! Miss Madeline is getting so big! Hugs, Rian

  139. Posted 8/26/2008 at 8:20 am | Permalink

    Just :::hugs:::

  140. Sarah from NE
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 8:35 am | Permalink

    Glad to have you back. I have been checking the blog daily to see if you are around. My little girl was born on April 8th and it is fun to see the similarities between Molly and Maddy. Thinking of you!

  141. Martha Garcia from the SF Bay Area
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 8:38 am | Permalink

    Happy 5 mo. bday Madeline!

    That sweet girl of yours is starting to grow some hair. Woot! As gorgeous as she is bald, imagine her with a head full of long, blond locks?

    *screaming from the beauty*

    Have a good one Matt!

  142. Kristen from Eugene
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 8:45 am | Permalink

    (((HUGS))) Someday the 25th will be better! It has to be right?!?! Happy 5-month birthday to Maddy! She is getting so big and she is so beautiful. It just goes to show how great of a daddy you are! She looks so happy and healthy. Liz is looking down on you and realizing what an amazing choice she made picking you as the father of her child. Enjoy you time with your sweet baby… you are coming up on the really fun time soon… mobility! Glad to hear you are both doing okay all things considered. Have a wonderful week… or at least try to. All you can do is take it one day at a time!

  143. Posted 8/26/2008 at 8:54 am | Permalink

    Was starting to wonder where you were?
    She will be walking before you know it =)

  144. Dawn
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 8:57 am | Permalink

    I’m glad that you are doing well. I can’t believe how much older Madeline looks in the new picture!. Big Hugs to you and Maddy :-)

  145. MeM in the MN
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 9:12 am | Permalink

    Great to know everything is good. Hope the rest of your vacation from the internet goes well.
    @Yosra, being of a more liberal mind set, I believe Matt can deal with any language issues on his own terms. That’s just my opinion.

  146. Posted 8/26/2008 at 9:17 am | Permalink

    You are amazing. Period.

  147. Sheila
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 9:40 am | Permalink

    I just want to give that girl a big squeeze!!! :)

  148. Amanda
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 9:46 am | Permalink

    Madeline just gets more an more beautiful. Lots of loving vibes to the two of you.

  149. Sara in BC
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 9:56 am | Permalink

    Coming out of lurkdom to say that I’ve been checking regularly and was so glad to see the update.

    Madeline is gorgeous.
    You are awesome.
    Fuck the 25th.

  150. Josie, from the CA
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 10:10 am | Permalink

    Love the picture! Miss Madeline looks more and more like Liz with every picture you take/post. It is good to know you guys are fine. As a regular reader, I was beginning to worry/wonder…..

  151. Amy VanWestervelt
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 10:20 am | Permalink

    Happy 5 months to Madeline! She’s looking so much like her mama.

    “F” the 25th. I’d type it out, but my newly reading 6 year old is sounding stuff out as I type….lol. And since that one can easily be sounded out, well…. ;)

  152. Yari in the Miami
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 10:26 am | Permalink

    Due to my comments being lost in the abyss of the web…here I am again…lol.

    Madeline looks beautiful! You’re amazing. Poo the 25th and

    HAPPY 5TH MADELINE!

  153. Yari in the Miami
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 10:26 am | Permalink

    OH…well that’s precious, I add the last comment and they all show up!!! FANTASTIC. lol.

  154. The Aitch
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 10:48 am | Permalink

    Happy 5 month b-day M! Miss u guys!

    The 25th can suck on deez nutz!

  155. Christina in PA
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 10:49 am | Permalink

    Maddie is so beautiful! Happy 5 mos Maddie!
    Matt, as I have said b/f, you are an amazing man and have touched so many people. I read everyday when I get to work.
    I hate the 25th!
    Hang in there and know that Liz is always with you both!

  156. Posted 8/26/2008 at 11:00 am | Permalink

    First of all, Maddie is stunning and you are doing an amazing job with her. Second, while it might be odd (or perhaps not at all odd) for a total stranger to say that they are sending you their love and prayers, please know that I am sending you mine. I am touched by what you write. I truly hope that I am living my life in such a way that when I’m gone, the people that I leave behind will honor and love me as intensely and beautifully as you do for Liz.

  157. AZApril
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 11:06 am | Permalink

    Thanks for the update. We worry, what can ya do?

  158. Posted 8/26/2008 at 11:07 am | Permalink

    Oh my she is cute!!! Your cute too dad:) Happy 5th Maddie!
    Hugs,
    Laura

  159. Bree
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 11:09 am | Permalink

    Maddy looks more like her momma everyday. I just love her little chubby cheeks and her rolls on her legs so adorable.

  160. Posted 8/26/2008 at 11:22 am | Permalink

    Wow, big big girl!

  161. Kristy
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 11:24 am | Permalink

    She looks just like you, that’s my opinion. Beautiful! (The baby). :-D

  162. Yosra
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 11:35 am | Permalink

    Asalamalaykom,

    I didn’t actually know how to say “F—” in Arabic! I asked my friend in Dubai about saying “F— the 25th” and she said that culturally the OOMPH really wouldn’t be from saying anything about sex. The harsher thing to say would be “Poop on the 25th”.

    So, here it is: khara ahala yoom khamsa wa ishreen.

    Khara = poop
    yoom =day
    Khamsa =five
    wa=and
    ishreen=twenty

    @Kathryn M. in Berlin, thank you for Fick die fünfundzwanzigster! That German is wildly vivid! We should all switch to German when we want to rant.

    @MeM, I don’t think you’re reading me right. I might have a scarf on my head but I’m pretty fun-loving :)

    @everybody else, aren’t there some more languages that you share with Matt?

  163. Kristy from Detroit
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 12:11 pm | Permalink

    Oh my gosh, is she beautiful!

  164. Samantha
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 12:15 pm | Permalink

    Wow she is gorgeous! I can’t wait to meet my lil one….3 months and 8 days….yes I am counting

  165. Aimee
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 12:21 pm | Permalink

    I heart Matt& Maddie.

    Do you read all these comments?

  166. Stacey
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 12:24 pm | Permalink

    She is getting so big!!! She is precious….I know you are so proud. Thinking of you on the 25th….

  167. Jodi
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 12:24 pm | Permalink

    Matt, I was given the link to your blog by a fellow blogger 2 days ago and I have read every word you’ve written since! I think your story is amazing, I think your daughter is beautiful, your wife a blessing and you an incredible man! I will be checking in daily for more updates on a beautiful family and amazing photographs!

    Fuck the 25th!

  168. Tracey in the NorCal
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 12:45 pm | Permalink

    Hiya Mateo,

    Okay, maybe it’s just me, but you certainly don’t owe us explanations as to the frequency or infrequency of updating your blog……

    While I look forward to reading your updates, I can definitely understand why there may be times that you just don’t feel like recapping your every day life for us creeps out here in cyberland. Everybody needs their alone time, including you.

    Yes, we care about you and the GG very much – so do what you need to do to be in a good space and frame of mind.

    Speaking for myself, you don’t owe me anything but to heal and enjoy your beautiful daughter.

  169. Tonya in NW Iowa
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 1:21 pm | Permalink

    Good to see an update. I think of you guys often and pray for you even more.

    Take care of yourself and Madeline.

    BTW, She is getting so big and as always adorable.

    Hugs.
    Tonya

  170. Posted 8/26/2008 at 1:27 pm | Permalink

    Definitely thinking of you both! She looks more and more beautiful everyday.

  171. Monica in RI
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 1:37 pm | Permalink

    Madeline has the best facial expressions. Happy 5th!

  172. Posted 8/26/2008 at 1:57 pm | Permalink

    Ok, ok – since Yosra asked I will break out my really bad Swedish in honor of Matt being from the MN –

    Knulla dig, tjugofemte!

    That’s really “Fuck you, 25th”

    I’m not sure if that’s really how it would be said, though. I tried!

  173. Yari in the Miami
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 1:58 pm | Permalink

    @ Yosra- Loved the translation…so good to learn something new:) Thanks!

  174. Cara from the MN
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 1:59 pm | Permalink

    happy belated 5 month madeline!

    hope the time away is treating you both well. thought of you both as another 25th came and went.

  175. Posted 8/26/2008 at 1:59 pm | Permalink

    Self-imposed internet bans are a good thing.

  176. Maria from Portugal
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 2:00 pm | Permalink

    @ Yosra

    Because you asked Yosra, and for Matt, here it is in portuguese:

    “Que se foda o dia vinte e cinco”

    I don’t believe I just wrote that!
    It’s not that I don’t say it, but I don’t think I have ever wrote it.

  177. Posted 8/26/2008 at 2:05 pm | Permalink

    she is seriously the cutest! i love it. you two are a precious pair :)

  178. Audrey
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 2:08 pm | Permalink

    She looks SO MUCH like you in this picture!! Thank you for sharing this any everything else with us, too.

  179. kim in mo
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 2:16 pm | Permalink

    Madeline is getting more and more beautiful by the day. I just love her facial expression in the latest picture. She is getting so big so fast.
    Thinking of you all and sending many warm and happy thoughts.

  180. Mommy of a 33 Weeker
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 2:20 pm | Permalink

    Thank goodness! Happy 5th Madeline! Look at those strong legs!

  181. Posted 8/26/2008 at 2:28 pm | Permalink

    What a beautiful girl Madeline is!! Thinking of you!!

  182. Posted 8/26/2008 at 2:47 pm | Permalink

    Thinking of you and madeline….

  183. leigh in the sav
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 4:34 pm | Permalink

    my french professor was little uptight (imagine that!), so i didn’t learn curse words from him. but – my best guess: fous le vingt-cinquieme (for some reason my computer won’t make the accent-grave.) i welcome corrections!

    oh and matt, take your time. we’re just weirdos cheering for you. no obligations!

  184. Chelle
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 5:03 pm | Permalink

    Thinking of you 3 today as I listened to Sun Kil Moon’s “Lost Verses” Madeline looks beautiful – I can’t believe how much she’s grown and how she is sprouting blonde hair!! Just know that wherever you are, you are in my thoughts and prayers here in the MN. : )

  185. L (in the Halifax)
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 5:23 pm | Permalink

    I just saw this on the Toys R Us website and thought immediately of Ms. Madeline..

    Minnesota Twins Mobile

    http://www.toysrus.com/product/index.jsp?productId=2324305

    Might be nice for when/if the days of crib sleeping are upon you.

    And she’s gorgeous, as per usual. Love those eyes. :)

  186. kristen
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 5:26 pm | Permalink

    i’ve never seen a girl more loved in my whole life.

  187. Posted 8/26/2008 at 5:44 pm | Permalink

    I hope our concern is not becoming oppressive… I think we all want you to feel that you can live your own life without having to record and update us each moment.

  188. Posted 8/26/2008 at 6:05 pm | Permalink

    Hi Matt,
    You have no idea who I am, but I wanted to send you a note. You are an inspiration to parents. Madeline will bring you the love and strength you will need!
    A fellow Canadian living in Florida…
    Meagan

  189. Meg in the NYC
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 6:19 pm | Permalink

    Happy 5 months Madeline!

    Glad to hear you’ve got something going on to keep you busy, Matt. Can’t wait to hear about what you and Maddie have been up to.

    @Katy- Ha! Awesome.

  190. cindy in the wv
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 6:52 pm | Permalink

    I have to admit I was getting a little worried too! Love the picture, she looks so much like her mommy. Take care.

  191. Nancy, IL
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 7:45 pm | Permalink

    Madeline is a such a little hologram. Most of the time I see Liz……..and a little peak of you ,now and then ;) Hope you are both doing well. Still thinking/praying/rooting for you

  192. Nikki H
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 8:04 pm | Permalink

    Precious picture. Happy 5th month birthday. She’s is so beautiful.

  193. Holly
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 8:47 pm | Permalink

    She is so cute. I love this picture and her expression. Enjoy every day!!

  194. Posted 8/26/2008 at 10:22 pm | Permalink

    This is my first comment (oh what a job you have keeping up!!), but i immediately thought that she looks so profoundly wise in this shot!!! A prelude to her future? I betcha. She is a well loved child, by many a stranger/friend. :-)

  195. vicky in Australia
    Posted 8/26/2008 at 10:23 pm | Permalink

    Hi Matt. I can’t believe how old Madeline looks in this picture, she is so cute. Glad all is well I check in at least once a day.

  196. Posted 8/26/2008 at 10:54 pm | Permalink

    Madeline is very beautiful and she is growing pretty fast. I first read your blog last July 2 and I came back yesterday when I finally figure out your web address.

    I am so sorry for your loss…I could not say I know how you feel because although I lost a Mom…lossing a wife is real different thing. All I could offer is prayers for you and your Madeline that God will give you more strength to go on with life.

    You are a strong man, a wonderful husband and a good father. keep it up!

    I hope you could someday find a woman who could love Madeline as much as Liz would, and would take care of Maddy as her own child. God bless you!

  197. Leanne
    Posted 8/28/2008 at 12:11 am | Permalink

    I would love it if you wrote a book….

  198. Posted 8/28/2008 at 6:20 am | Permalink

    She looks absolutely beautiful in that picture standing on your lap — just like her mother. What a gorgeous little girl.

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