today.
march 24th, 2010.
two years ago,
the happiest moment of
my life.
i’ll never forget
the moment we met…
it was a couple of
days before the photo
above was taken.
at 11:56am on a monday.
you were tiny.
your eyes were closed.
your mouth,
well,
it was wide open.
(it really never closed, and nowadays, there’s never a moment of silence between us).
two years ago,
i couldn’t have imagined
where life would take
us.
i swore the next day
that you would see
everything you would
have seen if things
had turned out differently.
but some months later
i changed
my view…
i decided you would see
more than you ever would have seen
if things had turned
out as expected.
this doesn’t fix things,
i know.
because some things
in life cannot be fixed.
a tough lesson to learn
at 27-hours old.
or at 30-years old.
or at any age.
but.
your happiness is
mine.
and i will forever
work to bring
you the happiness you deserve.
as i write this,
you are asleep at the
foot of my bed,
inside room 502
at the normandy hotel
just two blocks from the louvre.
(yeah, the one in paris).
if my math
and my memory are correct
the plane that
brought you here
was your 35th
round trip flight.
you’ve been to
four u.s. states,
(some of them multiple times).
three indian states.
two canadian provinces,
one mexican state
(three times, including for your first birthday, see below).
and a total of six countries
(not including the one in which you were born).
you’ve seen a lot
in these places,
in your first
two years,
more than i ever thought
i’d see in my lifetime.
but you’ve seen an
equal number of
amazing things
when we’re not traveling.
at home,
we go to the park.
we play with our friends.
we visit our family.
and sometimes
we
just sit on the
couch, reading a book,
watching a movie,
or simply
laughing at one another.
all of these places,
all of these experiences,
all for you.
(well, too be perfectly honest, doing all of these thigns makes me rather happy).
all done so that you will
have as much happiness
as possible,
so that when you wake
each morning, you
will wish for little,
except the one thing
none of us can give.
you may not remember
all of these memories
we’re making,
but slowly,
they are becoming part of
you.
(and i’ve taken tens of thousands of photos to someday help jog your memory).
two years since,
you’ve lived a lifetime.
but there are many
more lifetimes to go.
thousands of places to visit.
millions of new friends to make.
and an endless number of happy memories
to fill your dreams.
happy birthday, madeline.





















your words made my day. happy birthday to one lucky little girl. you are an outstanding father
Happy Birthday Madeline!
…what a beautiful post!
what an incredible dad you are. Tears in my eyes
Am finding it unreal you are now two… Happy Birthday Madeline, and many more!
My condolences/congrats to you Matt. Such a strange place to sit I would think..
* ~ Beautiful ~ *
Happy Belated Birthday Maddie <3
gorgeous post Matt. I hope you had a wonderful time in Paris (you arrived at the right time to catch the beginning of spring’s blooming) and that Maddy had another awesome day.
You are an amazing Dad…an amazing person…and you are going to raise an amazing daughter.
Ahhh! So sweet.
beautiful. just beautiful.
Happy Birthday to Maddie.
Amazing, you. Amazing.
Sweet birthday magic to Maddy.
happy, sweet, beautiful day to you dear madeline….
Happy Belated Birthday Madeline for a friend in Lebanon.
What a wonderful way to wish Maddy a happy birthday..Beautifully written as well Matt!
I’m just going to re-write my last comment ’cause it was full of typos.
Happy Belated Birthday Madeline from a friend in Lebanon.
What a wonderful way to wish Maddy a happy birthday..Beautifully written as usual Matt!
Very touching post, Matt. Best to you and the journey ahead.
i cry every single time i read your blog. and i don’t mean that as a bad thing – i just picture my husband left alone with our little girl, wondering what to do, what i’d think of his pareting choices, how the hell to dress her, how to get her to sleep, drink, eat – all the tiny and huge things. i imagine how impossibly tough it must be for you, without having your dear partner to look to for the answers, and i see what an AMAZING job your are doing raising M. she is a beautiful, wonderful kid and it is a thrill to see you showing her the world and watching her grow into a little lady…
but i still cry for you guys. i still put myself in your shoes every single time i visit your blog. so i cry, and i cuddle my daughter close. and i thank the unknown powers that be for my good fortune in having my partner to lean on in bringing up my girl, who partially shares a name with yours (poppy madeline reese).
you are an incredible father. maddie is so lucky to have you. thanks for writing – among many others, i’ll be reading, sending warm thoughts, and waiting to see what comes next.
happy birthday, lovely madeline!
cheers!
This is so beautiful Matt. Happy belated birthday to your Madeline.
hey
happy, sweet, beautiful day to you dear madeline….
She Cute!!
Beautiful!
Happy Birthday Maddie may your life be filled with happiness and joy