vacuum.

physical reminders found

in places you wouldn’t

expect to find them.

like in the roller

under a vacuum.

there they were…

but what to do

with them?

give them up to

the wind, and

let it take

them away.

15 Comments

  1. Annie from Oregon
    Posted 4/29/2010 at 3:44 pm | Permalink

    Good for you, Matt. Brave and wise.

  2. Erica
    Posted 4/29/2010 at 3:56 pm | Permalink

    It must be a shock each time.

  3. Christine
    Posted 4/29/2010 at 6:08 pm | Permalink

    That just gave me goosebumps. You’ve grown so much over the past two years.

  4. mom2four
    Posted 4/30/2010 at 8:04 am | Permalink

    That has to take your breath away a little each time you find a piece of her, but what a little jewel to find.

  5. em
    Posted 4/30/2010 at 12:12 pm | Permalink

    That’s why I never clean the roller. Or even vacuum.

    At least, I’m going to pretend it is.

  6. Liz B.
    Posted 5/1/2010 at 11:56 am | Permalink

    So sad. So beautiful.

  7. KQ
    Posted 5/1/2010 at 9:56 pm | Permalink

    so bittersweet.

  8. Amanda
    Posted 5/3/2010 at 12:44 pm | Permalink

    Wow! Sometimes it’s the small things that pack the biggest punch.

  9. Heidi S in Alberta
    Posted 5/4/2010 at 6:45 pm | Permalink

    I first read this post a few days ago but didn’t know how to respond. Your words have really stuck with me. I have a sweater of my grandpa’s who passed away 17 years ago just as I was finishing high school. It was his favourite sweater – every time I close my eyes, I see him wearing it. It still smells like him, even after all this time. Your post reminded me of this. I dug out the sweater from its special box and have been wearing it the last few days. Thank you!

  10. Heather
    Posted 5/5/2010 at 8:10 am | Permalink

    A sign that she will always be with you. Even when you are moving forward, she will always be a part of you.

  11. Antonia
    Posted 5/6/2010 at 5:37 pm | Permalink

    Sometimes it’s the little things that remind me of my grandmother, I wish it didn’t have to be this way either.

  12. Eshwari
    Posted 5/9/2010 at 6:24 pm | Permalink

    I can’t even imagine what you’re going through, Matt!
    But for the way I’m feeling right now, maybe I do understand… just a bit.
    As always, my love to you and Madeline.

  13. Posted 5/10/2010 at 7:01 pm | Permalink

    I was wondering about putting Liz’ hair in a locket..it might be lovely for Maddy to have that later.

  14. susan
    Posted 5/14/2010 at 1:31 pm | Permalink

    shit man. that’s heavy.

  15. Posted 7/3/2010 at 10:17 am | Permalink

    I have heard this is the hardest thing of it all — the unexpected, subtle reminders and tangibles. I can only imagine that a rush of deep breathing is needed in that moment …

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