This is incredibly cryptic. I know you’ve used “the clouds” to describe Liz’s death before in other entries, you’ve said you’re floating with the clouds again or that pieces of the clouds have fallen – It makes me wonder if you’re referring to sharing the pain of losing Liz with others who knew her? Like maybe you’re thinking about her and wondering if anyone else is and then feel guilty for wondering that? OR if you’re referring to the public, and them (us) not understanding when you try to explain confusing aspects of your life to someone who hasn’t been through it (like having a new relationship, for instance). When you try to offer more understanding, their windows are closed? That’s all I got. lol Really, it’s beautiful. And I hope you’re doing okay. Jessi