i sit here,
where i write
each day,
at the end of the day,
waiting for
my best girl,
(with the help of her nanny),
to find her way
across town and
into my arms.
as i sit,
the sun, it disappears…
it doesn’t
so much as set
here as it gets
enveloped by
the smoke that seems
to rise from the
city at all times
of the day.
the mosquitoes are
on [...]
up you go,
toward heights
unimagined 19 months ago.
you and me
both, kid.
a pretty cynical guy.
(just look at my t-shirt)
but for you
i do some
ridiculous shit.
i mean, look
at me in this photo.
you made me
put on that
hat, then when it
was time for a
photo, you took
your hat off,
leaving me to
look foolish
while you laughed
in my face.
glad to see
you also got your
mom’s sense of humor.
back at home
you throw apples.
here in your
temporary home,
you throw sticks.
mostly into the
koi pond at the
place where
i spend my
days writing.
you will have
to unlearn
this behavior when
we get back
to los angeles,
’cause i don’t have
anyone to clean
our pond like
they do at
the oberoi.
but you love it
so much,
so maybe,
just maybe
i’ll let you
continue your behavior
and i’ll clean
the [...]